"According to South Korean news, the only Chinese member of South Korean boyband Super Junior, Han Geng formally submitted papers to Seoul’s Central Court requesting termination of his exclusive contract with SM company. The details of the termination lawyers have said can not be conveniently disclosed to the public at this time." - source

Why Han Geng? WHY? You are seriously the last person I'd expect to see doing this. I imagined Kibum, Kangin, anyone but you. You always seemed to happy and glad to be in Super Junior, and then... this. Why? I can't... I can't think properly right now. I woke up from a nightmare at 6:00 am (1h and 30min ago) and couldn't go back to sleep, and now I come to the computer for comfort and I find this. Please, someone please tell me I'm still stuck on that nightmare. That when I wake up, this will be gone, and that my Chinaman will still be happily in Super Junior, and that staring at my wallpaper of him won't make me cry. Actually I can't even bare to look at it *changes wallpaper to something else*. I... oh my God, the tears don't stop. My mom has never seen me cry due to fandom. She's gonna mock me for life. I can't dare to come out of my room looking like this. And in an hour, I have my last psychologist appointment, and fuck I'm going to cry so much in it. I just... I need to calm down. *sobbing*

edit (8:00 am): Okay, after reading basically all the pages in OMONA on the post I think I'm calming down, and I'm a little more sane now and trying not to loose hope. I'm not going to discuss this here, if you're interested go to OMONA, but now I think I can go on without crying as much. I gotta keep the faith, I have to believe it'll all turn out all right. Even though it is a little hard.

edit (8:45 am): OKAY, I'M PANICKING AGAIN OH MY FUCKING GOD. LOOK AT THIS:

Kyuhyun's Cyworld Update
2009.12.21 Monday 18:25

Even a beast don't bite the hand that feeds one...

I can not understand...

Source: Kyuhyun's CY Taken by Rai@sj-world.net

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Ok now I have to go to my psychologist and cry my fucking heart out.

I love languages! *-* Personaly I think I'm pretty quick at learning them once I have an interest.
I'm fluent in Portuguese and English. I've been doing French for about 2 years now [1 year in school, the other by myself.. sort of], and I've been learning Japanese mostly by myself for the past 4 years! 8DDD

Hm, without counting the languages I already know how to somewhat speak, I'd choose to learn Korean. It's such an awesome language! Plus it'd be great to talk to Anna unnie in Korean, and to understand what the hell all my kpop bands are saying without having to wait for the freaking subbed videos. I love asian languages, nya. <33

And yeah.. I just did this cause I have no idea for a better entry. xD Maybe I'll write something decent later when I have the patience for it.